Friday, April 22, 2011

Bitter Sweet


So we had all of our tests yesterday.  Here are the results:

Saline Sono of Uterus: Was told my uterus looks perfect

Mock embryo Transfer: Went great no problems

8+ Vials of Blood Drawn on Me: Didn't get Woozey, Dizzy, or Pass Out

2 Vials of Blood Drawn on Glen: Did great

Semen Analysis: BIG FAT ZERO!!!  Our second vasectomy reversal is now a failure AGAIN!  For those just now tuning in, this second reversal has been a complete roller coaster. It was a success, then a failure, we grieved, accepted we would need sperm aspiration, got to Turkey there was sperm (not much, but sperm, so success our hopes are up, and now failure again. Hopes crushed again!  We just can't catch a break!!!

So we have an appt on Tuesday at 1:30 to talk about sperm aspiration with a urologist that our IVF clinic uses name Dr. French.  I hate that Glen has to go through yet another procedure but this one won't be anywhere as painful.  On a positive note: This procedure could actually work out in our favor, because they take them straight from the testicles where there is a much better chance of them being of better quality then those that were trying to squeeze through those scarred tubes.  But we will know more on Tuesday.

Now for the rant:  THIS SUCKS!!  We will NEVER conceive on our own. There will NEVER be any surprise pregnancies. There will NEVER be any option other than IVF and lots of $$!  I'm just really hoping and praying that this IVF cycle works or if God forbid it doesn't than they are able to get enough sperm during the aspiration to freeze some for later IVF cycles. We have paid for the two cycle program. And if that doesn't work then we are just going to be child-free for a while and then look into adoption later on down the road.

On a positive note:  We will NEVER have to use any kind of birth control in the future. LOL  We will not have any oops at 40.  LOL

I think we should send a plaque to the urologist that did Glen's vasectomy for performing the most permanent vasectomy on the planet. Maybe we should start referring him clients who REALLY want to be fixed for life!

So now we wait for the blood test results and the appt with Dr. French the Urologist.

5 comments on "Bitter Sweet"

MamaMonki on April 22, 2011 at 9:57 PM said...

Ouch! I'm so sorry hon. I know what you mean about the sucky parts. I'll keep praying for you. Wish there was more I could do or say. Just know you're not alone.

ART on April 22, 2011 at 11:03 PM said...

I commend you and your wonderful sense if humor! I know it's not easy but you always manage to keep a smile on your face, you always have an encouraging word for every one else; your attitude is admirable to say the least. No matter what happens that is what will see you through all of this.

Anonymous said...

Oh honey! I am so sorry that you guys didn't get the results you deserved. We will just keep praying that the IVF is a success, you get yourself a sweet set of twins, and you don't have to worry about count or bloodwork or anything else like that anymore. Instead, you can worry about which super cute outfit to put your babies in each day!!

Julie on April 24, 2011 at 11:58 AM said...

Oh man that stinks big time. I'm praying for success for you this time.

Amy on April 26, 2011 at 3:24 PM said...

Oh dang! You guys have been through the wringer. I'm so sorry. I sure hope this go around works for you. Love you both!

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